I don’t know if I should write my blog in english or in lithuanian. I’m not so good at English, I just got my exam results and all I got is 69 points out if 100. And that is poor. I expected more. I can’t enjoy this summer full level because of coming exam results and also because of this uncertainty what to do with my life. I got 99 problems and a bitch ain’t one. Just kiddin, this male bitch is also between my problems.
1. I have +/- 20 days to decide in which university I want to apply. I know what I will write in the first and the second places, but there are also 10 more. I know what I want, but I don’t know where. Should I choose university in my dream city or should I choose university in my home town, which are probably better. But come on, my life in a dream city would be gone.
2. I just finished a half marathon and I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. There will be other marathon in September and I could attend. But I don’t what disctance to choose. I could run 10 km, or I could run 21 and try to improve my time. Or I could just rest without any hard practises and still see marathon by volunteering in it.
3. I need a dollar, dollar, dollar is what I need hey hey. I have my buisiness, I could earn money but for this buisiness I need good weather. But it’s a rainy day – hallelujah. And all summer is just one big rainy day. I need hot and sunny days, not this one. And I need money for my independent life without parents. I will look for a job when I know where I got a place for the next 4 years. But it would be much easier if I have some savings for this hard beginning.
Ok, enough of my bullshit. All I can say is a one big I don’t know.
Goodbye, my lover, goodbye, my friend.